Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry Christmas


I say this a day early because I work tomorrow, but I still mean it. I hope your holidays have been going well.

My dad came home Sunday for a week. I didn't realize how much I did miss him. My mom, brother, and I went to the airport to pick him up. While looking out the window at planes, a man comes up behind us and says, "What are ya'll looking at?" It was my dad. My mom and dad have been holding hands and cuddling and just loving each other. It's so sweet. It nice to know and see that after 22 years, they are still madly in love with each other.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Excited

I can't believe that Christmas is almost here, but I am so excited about it. This past two weeks and the next two weeks are my busiest but also most fun weeks. I have so much to do at work, but I have meet so many people and had so much fun. We have also had so much stuff to do at church and it's been great. The choir musical was great, the movies night was fun, and now I have two more Christmas parties to go to. Then to top it all off, I am goona get a vacation from work to go to Gatlinburg with the kidos. It's gonna be so much fun! I love Christmas. The one thing that can make it better would be snow. Here's to hoping for snow and that your Christmas time is going great too.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

How can I keep from singing...

Today was out choir practice day for the musical. I had to miss it because of work. I hated that I couldn't go to practice. Jessica, Savannah, Val, and Laura all have som much fun in there.

Since I knew I was missing practice, I took my choir book home and practiced. I enjoyed it so much. Then i decided to play my flute. It was fun to play our musical on my flute. I have neglected it so much. But I learned something very important. While I am not the best singer or musician, I love to do it for my Lord and Savior. I can't wait till that day when I will do it forever.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Frustrations

I finally had a chance to sit down last night and catch my breath. While i sat, I realized that I was frustrated. I am frustrated about three major things.

One:

Our human video is Sunday and one of the kids said that they can't do it. We were gonna do it Wednesday night and this person didn't show up either. It makes me sad cause these kids are so happy and eager to do this and they all were let down. every time I see these kids, they wanna practice and make it perfect. They understand that we should praise and worship God with our best. I am so proud of them and it makes me sad to see these kids sad.

Two:

The youth Christmas party is Saturday and we were told to tell someone if we were coming and if we were bringing someone. So after church, I tell this person and ask if they need any help setting up. This person then tells me (rather rudely) that I'm not invited and can't come cause I'm not a youth. I kinda understand their point about me not being a youth, but these are my kids. I don't need to get a present from secret santa. I breaks my heart casue I work so hard and long with these kids and they want me there. i understand that I am not a youth, but in my defense, the adults that work with the kids are going. I'm not mad, but sad that I never get to "hang out" with the kids.

Three:

I am training to become a manager and I was told yesterday that my name wan't even on the list. I then ask how do I get my name on the list, and the answer is my store manager is supposed to. He lied to me. He said it was and that interviews and stuff were in December. This also makes me upset.

So I ask that you pray for me. That I will be more understanding and patience. Keep the kids in your prayers as they practice for the human video and the choir musical Sunday night.

Monday, December 8, 2008

Toilet Paper

I just don't understand it. Have you ever fought so hard with a roll of toliet paper?

Well, here's the picture. You pick up the roll of toliet paper and you look for the end. You start to pull away at the little gluey part. And guess what... it starts to shread. And as you pull, more and more come with it, the two ply becomes four ply, and the cat on the floor thinks it's a game. But the toliet paper is okay for the next user.

I would like a word with the person who decided that toliet paper needed glue.

Am I the only one who fights with toliet paper?

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Trunk Clothes, Washing Machines, and Trips

I can't believe it's December 4th. Chirstmas is right around the corner. I just love this time fo the year. The only thing I don't like is being so rushed some times. Which is why I have Trunk Clothes. If you don't know, trunk clothes rae an extra shirt and jeans you keep in your car when you need a quick change. Like wednesday, I got off at 6 and changed and was at church at 6:30. Well, I decided it was time to wash my my trunk jacket. Which brings me to topic two.

I hate washing clothes. I usually try to make as little loads with as many clothes. And of course, I usually forget to check all the pockets. I got to was my jacket and I decided to check the pocket. I found fifty dollars. Which brings me to topic three.

The youth are going on a trip in December to Gatlinburg. We had a fifty dollar deposit due like forever ago and the rest is due now. Apparently I forgot to give my deposit. It's kinda funny cause it's always been in the car with me. So the moral of the story is 1.) Check all pockets when washing, 2.)Write stuff down, and 3.) and rotate trunk jackets more often.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Gas Prices

I had a lot of running around to do today and I needed to go ahead and get some gas. As I drove down the parkway, I noticed the prices were under #2! Wow! I stopped at one where it was #1.91 and $15 filled up my entire tank! It made me very happy! When I got home I looked in my Senior book and the price of gas then (which was almost 4 years ago) was 1.86! I am glad that gas is going down so much, cause it just puts a hole in my wallet!

Monday, November 17, 2008

Human Video

Wow! I am so excited about this group of kids and what they are doing for the Lord. Well, I guess I should start at the begining...

We had practice on Sunday, and Jessica, Cody and Shelby came. We were talking about possible next songs. They came up with Set Me Free by Casting Crowns. We all started talking ideas and realized we needed another guy to play Jesus. They girls decide to ask Craig. So we all journey to his office and find Isaac and Rachel. They ask Craig and then he turns it to Isaac. After some negoeating, Issac agreeded to play Jesus. Over the next hour, the kids gave and took ideas and came up with a human video. The idea is real neat and different. They all liked coming up with it together and so did I. It was amazing, for me, to watch. They made me a demon. :) And they want to do it in December. So when I asked Brian, he said do it on the 14th. They kids are so excited and ... it just makes me smile. It's so much fun and nice to know that one day we will be doing this everyday for the Lord. Just praising his name. I can't stop smiling.

So, please be in pray for these wonderful kids!

Friday, November 14, 2008

What I love...

Haircuts! My mom and I went and got a haircut today and it was awesome! I just love for people to play with my hair. When I was in elementary school, I had hair down to my butt and every morning before school, my friends braided it and played with it. I loved it. so, I loved having my hair washed and cut and all the good stuff put in it. I guess this is my softspot. and it was nice to have a little mother-daughter time to ourselves. It's so short. I can't wait to show you guys! :)

Friday, November 7, 2008

Guess What?

I got my manager keys today at work. I am so happy! I now have a key to everything. I was all nervous for a little bit cause Mr. B told me if I lost them, he would have to replace all the locks. I kept checking my pockets. But it was so nice and cool to do things all by myself without asking. I felt all powerful... J/K! But it was nice. I can't wait to see what comes next.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Voting

Just got back, and I have never seen so many people voting. I think that this may be the most voters in an election. I am very eager to see the outcome of this. I just hope that people are voting for the right reasons and not just to make history. But wahtever man wins the election, I will submit becasue this is who God has choosen to be in office. So, don't forget to vote!

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Overnight


Last night, me and three other Walgreens employees worked overnight to switch the Halloween aisle into the Christmas aisle. I have never worked overnight before and after last night, I will never do it again.

I got to work at 9:45 and left around 8:45 this morning. And the time change just added to the confusion as to what time it was. While we were eating whataburger at 2 in the morning, we discussed the whole Spring Forward and Fall Back thingy. It was a deep discussion. :) We worked hard, listen to music and watched the sunrise. We ultimately decided that seeing the sunrise made working overnight worthwhile. It was very beautiful and I thank God for the oportunity.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Restoration Weekend

The youth are planning a trip to Gatlinburg this December. Be in pray for these kids. And in the meantime, enjoy this video of our church staff:

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Snakes

I hate snakes!!! I took Sarah, Nikida, and Sadie out to pee last night and Sarah freaked out. She tried to run into the house but realized the door was shut. She then went to the side of our house where we have a pile of bricks. (We're installing a door into our backyard). She starts barking and growling like I have never seen. So, I go over thinking there is a squirrel or something. I start to move the bricks just to show her that there is nothing there and to calm her down. I found some baby snakes. I grab the closest thing, a pick ax, and go at them. I got three baby snakes until a momma snake came out. It hissed and went under the house into the crawl space. So at this point I dop the ax, grab the girls, and run into the house. There really wasn't anything to do last night, so we went to bed like normal.

This morning I called animal control people after I got the number from the police. So three guys came out (two were super hot). They go under the house and come out with two big snakes and a couple little one. They then sprayed some stuff aroung out property. We asked how much we owe them and they said nothing. They told us to call if we had any more. I am so proud of my dog. I am glad that they are okay and we're okay. I still hate snakes tho!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Mandy


Yesterday was my sister's 17th birthday party. (She's on left bottom in black). I can not believe that she is 17! Wow! It makes me feel so old and makes me wonder why time flies by so fast. She had about 7 girls come and spend the night. At one o'clock, they were still up! She had a great time. And I really like her friends.

I did wonder about my sister for a while because she hasn't been... well, she's a late bloomer when it comes to the brains. I know she's 17 now, but in her little world all that matters is school, having fun, and hanging out with friends. And to me that's okay. No boys. Well, at least not yet.

I am very proud of her and happy that she's happy. She does awesome in school, has good friends, and a good head on her shoulders. She wants to get a job in January. And guess where she wants to work... Walgreens.

I love her so much and I wish her the best in all things!

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Phones

I have had my cell phone for a couple of years until I finally broke it. I then had to use my brother's old phone. Well, I finally got myself a brand new phone. And I have learned one thing... I am technology challenged! It's apparently a music phone and it's very complicated. I did accomplish a very important thing though... my mom and dad got one too. And guess what... They now know how to text. I am so proud of them. I guess my work is done! :) I'm am gonna go call Shelby and ask her how to operate this thingy! Ya'll have a great day!

Thursday, October 2, 2008

God's Message to Women

When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man, because your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him, so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs. And supports him, as you were meant to do. Around this one bone I shaped you.I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being, his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to be broken, before it will allow damage to the heart. Support man as the rib cage supports the body. You were not taken from his feet, to be under him, nor were you taken from his head, to be above him. You were taken from his side, to stand beside him and be held close to his side. You are my perfect angel, my beautiful little girl. You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence. And my eyes fill when I see the virtues in your heart. Your eyes are beautiful, your lips, how lovely when they part in prayer. Your nose, so perfect in form, your hands so gentle to touch. I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep. I've held your heart close to mine. Of all that lives and breathes, you are the most like me. Adam walked with me in the cool of the day, yet he was lonely. He could not see me or touch me. he could only feel me. So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with me. I have fashioned in you: my holiness, my strength, my purity, my love, my protection and support. You are special because you are the extension of me. Man represents my image - Woman, my emotions. Together, you represent the totality of God. So man, treat woman well. Love her, respect her, for she is fragile. In hurting her, you hurt me. What you do to her, you do to me. In hurting her, you only damage your own heart. The heart of your Father and the heart of her Father. Woman, support man. In humility, show him the power of emotion I have given you. In gentle quietness show your strength. In love, show him that you are the rib, that protects his inner self. Did you know that woman was so special in God's eyes?

~Author Unknown~

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Walgreens

So, we had a manager meeting yesterday and Mr. Sheppard asked me a question. "Do you want your own store?" I have thought about being a manager for a long time. There are pros and cons. Pros: awesome insurance, retirement plan, my own hours, time for a family, money, my own store, and you get the point. Cons: being traded to awful stores, and the fact that I'm in school for physical therapy. I've been prayin about it for a while, and when Mr. Sheppard asked it kinda confirmed what I already knew. He said that I could have my own store in 1-2 years. And if I did, I'd be the youngest store manager. I submitted my application today.

I only have one more class and I'll have my bachlors in Biology. I will finish it this spring ansd I'm done with school. So, if I ever decided to go back and do physical therapy, I still have my degree. I owe no money for loans or anything to schools.

This is a big step, but I'm confident in my abilities and I know that this is what I need to do. Please keep this in your prayers. I'll let you know as more arises.

Monday, September 29, 2008

To go or not to go...

An old friend of mine it getting married. We were friends in high school, but since then have kinda lost touch. We say hey and hang out with our mutual friends, but nothing serious. Well, I got an invite to her wedding and shower. Then, she called the other day and left a voice mail. She wants me to come and serve at her wedding. I'm sorry that's what you pay people to do... serve. You don't ask your friends. I don't think that I am out of line in feeling this way. I thinks it crazy.

Besides, I'm not gonna go anyways. Her wedding is on November 1. This is they day of our church's 50th anniversary and my parents anniversary. I've already made obligations to the church's anniversary and now to my mom (cause since my dad'd in Texas, I'm sure she'll feel lonely). It's not like we're best friends, so I don't think it's a big deal if I don't go to her wedding.... I mean, serve at her wedding.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Bath Time


Today was bath day for the cats, dogs, and guinea pigs. And let me tell you, it was an adventure. I get home from church and my mom says that Nikida and Sadie are already in the tub and ready for a bath. I just got home and I knew that they would be excited so I went into the bathroom kinda nervous. And with good reason. As soon as I got in, they went crazy. They were jumping and wagging their tails. It took a while to settle them down, and when I did I got all the animals washed.

I don't know why my dogs do this, but when they get done, they run all through the house. Rolling on the couches, beds, floors, everywhere. So, now everything is wet, they are wrestling, and I am soaking wet. Apparently, when they get a bath, it's their job to get me wet too and give me a bath.

Since the youth weren't having anything today, I decided to take a nap. It was nice to finally have one. And I made it through the whole thing without interuptions. Since the dogs tired themselves out, they slept too. The only bad thing, my bed had two nice wet spots from where two lazy dogs slept. And you know what, I wouldn't trade them for anything. I love my babies... even when they get my bed wet :)!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Bama Boys

My dad has been in Texas for a few days now,and he is loving it. It was a bit hard on both my mom and dad for the first day or two, but it's going good now. My mom is cooking a lot and we are doing a few things to the house. One of our goals is to put a door in our kitchen that leads to the backyard. My dad started it but I kinda wanna finish it. I've watched my dad and helped him long enough, that I think I can do it. If not, he'll have something to do when he gets home.

Anyways, he is camped out in a tent with five other guys. All married. I think it's funny that out of all those guys, the married ones find each other. :) Well, they are all from parts of Alabama and living in a red and white tent, so the wives call them the bama boys. My mom has made friends with their wives. It's cool how things blend and come together like this. My dad toke my brother's portable DVD players and a few movies. Funny thing... they all love Kelly's Heroes. It's like a big slumber party for the guys. We all miss the Bama Boys but they are doing fine and having fun.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Books-A-Million

So I went to books-a-million to buy Brinsgr. I totally forgot my brother has our discount card, so I asked the guy up front if I could still use the discount if I didn't have the card. He says yes and I get my book and look around. My mom tells me the guy was watching me the whole time. I then ask her if it was "cute-looking" or "stalking-looking." She says I dunno, but I gonna wait in the car. I decide it was time to check out and leave. And guess who was the only cachier. Him. So I give him my name to use my discount and he rings up my book. I pay without fully looking at the price. I get my stuff and leave. When I get to the car, I look at my reciept cause I had more cash in my hand than I thought I would. The book was like ten bucks. Apparently I got an employee discount. My mom just laughs and we head home.

When I get home, I pull out my book to start reading. On a sheet of paper in my bag, was guess what. "Hi! My name is Aaron. Call me 205-***-****" Can you believe that. I must admit he was kinda cute, but he shouldn't be using his discount for random people. He could get in trouble. And how many girls has he done this too? Hmmmm....

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Texas

So, my dad left for Texas today. It's sad to see him leave. It kinda feels loney in the house right now without him.

Well, I guess I should explain why he left. He works for a union and they called for 400 electricans to go to Texas to help with the Hurrican Ike stuff. He is gonna be staying in a hotel with another guy from his union. He gets to be a man and hang with the guys. He is gonna be gone for a couple of months, but it will be over before we know it.

My mom is kinda sad about it. She was crying thirty minutes after he left. It's sad to see her sad, but it's sweet cause she loves him so much. So I will be sleeping in her bed tonight with the girls. Please keep my dad in your prayers.

Monday, September 22, 2008

Human Video

Working with the youth is a lot of fun, but also a lot of hard work. When I was in youth, we had a human video, drama team, and choir. I spent all my time at church and it was so much fun! Ashley Morrison and her husband lead it all and looking back on it; it looked so easy. We never really saw what they did behind the scenes. Even if they were tired, they would never say anything. They are some wonderful servants of God.

Anyways, I love these girls. Some have some hard lives, but they love the Lord and want to serve. They have such big hearts. I am so proud of them and glad that God has allowed me to work with them.

So, we're working on the song "End of the Begining" by David Phelps. On Sunday, we worked on our set-up and worked on the details. Afterwards, we were waiting on Craig for Discipleship. We just listened to the song and Maire asked who sand the song. Jenny told us that it was Stacey. I corrected them, but they said it sounded a lot like him. As I listened, I agreed. Then the girls were like, "How cool would it be if Stacey sung while we did the Human Video?" I asked Stacey to pray and think about it. Even if he denies it, we all think he sounds like David Phelps.

So, all in all, it's going good. I appreciate all the prayers.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Grass

Everyone has a favorite smell. I like the smell of bread, vanilla, rain, but I do think that my favorite is fresh cut grass. Not only that, but I like to cut it. In my crazy days, it about the only time I have to myself. I get to stop and think and reflect on things. It's so soothing. The smell, the sound, the wind. It gets kinda crazy when the girls run around and bark at the lawnmower the whole time, but after we're done, it's nice to lay and roll in it.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Rite of Passage


Do you know the legend of the Cherokee Indian youth's rite of passage?

His father takes him into the forest, blindfolds him and leaves him
alone.

He is required to sit on a stump the whole night and not remove the blindfold until the rays of the morning sun shine through it.

He cannot cry out for help to anyone.

Once he survives the night, he is a MAN.

He cannot tell the other boys of this experience because each lad must come into manhood on his own.

The boy is naturally terrified. He can hear all kinds of noises.

Wild beasts must surely be all around him.

Maybe even some human might do him harm.

The wind blew the grass and earth, and shook his stump, but he sat stoically, never removing the blindfold.

It would be the only way he could become a man!

Finally, after a horrific night, the sun appeared and he removed his blindfold.

It was then that he discovered his father sitting on the stump next to him.

He had been at watch the entire night, protecting his son from harm.

We, too, are never alone.

Even when we don't know it, our Heavenly Father is watching over us, sitting on the stump beside us.

When trouble comes, all we have to do is reach out to Him.

If you liked this story, pass it on.

If not, perhaps you took off your blindfold before dawn.


Moral of the Story: Just because you can't see God, doesn't mean He is not there.

"For we walk by faith, not by sight."
~ 2 Corinthians 5:7 ~

Friday, September 12, 2008

'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL'


'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL'

You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001 . Neither will I.

I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.'


I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night.


I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.'


I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend to his Flock in Heaven. He heard my voice and answered.


I was on all four of those planes, in every seat, with every prayer. I was with the crew as they were overtaken. I was in the very hearts of the believers there, comforting and assuring them that their faith has saved them.


I was in Texas, Virginia, California, Michigan, Afghanistan I was standing next to you when you heard the terrible news. Did you sense Me?


I want you to know that I saw every face. I knew every name - though not all know Me.


Some met Me for the first time on the 86th floor.


Some sought Me with their last breath. Some couldn't hear Me calling to them through the smoke and flames; 'Come to Me.. this way... take my hand.' Some chose, for the final time, to ignore Me. But, I was there.


I did not place You in the Tower that day. You may not know why, but I do. However, if you were there in that explosive moment in time, would you have reached for Me?


Sept. 11, 2001, was not the end of the journey for you. But someday your journey will end. And I will be there for you as well. Seek Me now while I may be found.


Then, at any moment, you know you are 'ready to go.'


I will be in the stairwell of your final moments.



God

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Books vs. Movies



I'm reading the first book in a three book series. It's the Inheritance Cycle that includes: Eragon, Eldest, and Brisingr. Recently there was a movie called Eragon and it was pretty good. I thought it had a good story line, so I decided to read the book. And let me tell you, it is good. I think I really do prefer books over movies. I mean, you can use your imagination to create and visualize anything. Movies, not so much. Don't get me wrong, I like to watch movies. For example, I can't wait to see the Twilight movie. But I like to read the books more. Last night we were talking with Missy about the actor who is gonna play Edward. He is cute, but we all agreed that he wasn't what we pictured. And in a book, you can picture Edward anyway you want. :)

So, I just got out of class, cut the front yard, and now... me and the girls (my dogs and kitten) are gonna go outside. I'll let them swim in the pool and play while I lay in the hammock and read.

So... what do you perfer? Books or movies?

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Family

We went out to eat after church and while we were waiting, my brother called. He asked if he could borrow my car for a date. (His car isn't the best.) Then someone said that I was a better sister then most. They went on about how they wouldn't ever let their family drive their car. The conversation went on from there, and it kinda disappointed me how the view and ideals of families have changed. I've been at places in my life where when it has been tough on my family, I have given my paycheck to help out the family. I don't say that to brag because my brother has done the same thing. My sister has given up her time and other things. I think a family is about support. We support each other in so many ways. You only get one family. I think you should cherish your family and cover them in love. I am so thankful for the family God has given me. I don't know where I'd be without them. I love them so much and I cherish them each and everyday.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Baseball bats and love


Last night I woke up all of a sudden. I laid there and listened. I noticed that the fan in the hallway sounded off, so I went to check. My backdoor was wide open! I shut the door and run into my room. I grab my baseball bat and start making my way through the house. I checked on everyone and every animal. I couldn't find my dog Sadie. Since no one was in the house, I went outside to look for my dog. I almost started to cry. I can't lose my baby. So with my baseball bat in hand, I go out the door whispering her name. Then I see Big Boy (he's a friendly neighborhood dog who apparently lives at our house) with my baby Sadie. I got onto both of them and went to put Sadie in the house. I look at the back door and see paw prints. I assume that with the wind and Big Boy, the door was pushed open. Either that or it wasn't shut all the way. Satisfied I crawl back into bed. One more problem. My other dog Nikida is in my spot, under my covers, on my pillow. So I get in on the other side of her and go back to sleep.

My dad gets home around four in the morning and wakes me up. He wants to know what's up with Big Boy. My mom, dad, and I go into our backyard and let the ladies pee. I lay down in the hammock and wait. Apparently I fell alseep, cause I woke up with Big Boy, Nikida, and Sadie in the hammock with me. Baseball bats and all, I was loved last night.

No wonder I have weird dreams. I am thankful that I woke up when I did and there wasn't a burgler in the house. Not like there's much to take, but I am thankful non the less.

Monday, September 1, 2008

Dreams...

What do they mean? Some people say that they are our brain's way of sorting things out while we rest. Sometimes it gets confused. Dreams kinda interest me cause I always remember what I dream. Usually it's about something real. Like something coming up or something that just happened. Sometimes, not very often, I dream about werid random things. But for the past two weeks I have had some werid dreams. Not werid in what happens, but werid because it's normal things that could happen. THe only problem is the same person is in every one of my dreams.

For example, last night... I was at a get together (I'll leave the people's names out of it, but it was a lot of people I know) at someone's house. We had BBQ, music, etc. I was jumping on the trampoline with some kids. I went into the house to get something to drink. I go on the porch to talk to some people. I see someone (the person I've been dreaming about) pull up in their car. I turn to my friend and say, "well, that's my cue to leave. See ya'll later." I go in the house and start to tear up. A person asks me if I'm okay. I start crying even more. I talk to this person about the dream person. I go to the bathroom to wash my face. Another person comes and knocks on the door and tells me that the dream person wouldn't mind if I stayed. I get my stuff and I drive away. Still crying. Then I wake up

Two nights ago I was (in my dream) at church. The dream person comes in with a group of people and sit down. All through the service, dream person keeps glancing at me. Church ends and I go out to eat with my friends like normal. Then I wake up.

I have had some crazy and normal dreams, but never the same person night after night. Any ideas?

Thursday, August 28, 2008

My Dearest Beloved Darling...

My Dearest Beloved Darling,

I guess you will be surprised when you recieve this letter, but darling I could not hold it off any longer. Darling, there is a question that I must ask you. It has been baring on my mind so long until the pain is begining to hurt. Darling, I lie at night trying to figure out the best way to ask you this question, but everytime I think I have it figured out, the tears begin to flow so bad and the pain in my heart begins to hurt because I'm afraid you won't give me the asnwer I wanna hear to the question I'm about to ask. Darling, Please don't dissapoint me. I want you to sleep on it a while before answering my question. Do you know my darling that a question like this is only asked once in a lifetime. The closer I come to asking this question my eyes fill up with tears and my heart is throbbing and my hand is shaking. I can hardly hold this pen, because the right answer to this question could change both of our futures. So you see why my darling that this question is so important. I'm sure there is another love or maybe two, but believe me darling that doesn't matter as long as you give me a truthful answer to the question I am about to ask. Well, darling... I don't think I can hold it back any longer. It hurts so bad after waiting so long that I'm almost afraid to ask you thins question. But I realize that the only way that I can get any rest is to go ahead and ask it. Darling please don't be angry at me for waiting so long before asking. Well, darling... Here goes... "Will Mickey Mouse ever become a Rat?"

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Unashamed Love

At church tonight I prayed with a few girls. As we took prayer requests, I realized how thankful and lucky I am to be working with these kids. One girl's prayer request really stood out to me. She prayed that the people at our church would be set on fire and have a passion for God. That's an important and bold request; especially from a 14 year old. We get done praying and we chat while we wait on the other groups to get done. We talked about her request and then she said something that almost made me cry. She said that she wants people in our church to love God the way I do. She then said that she wants to be like me when she gets to be my age. Wow. I had no idea what to say to that. Luck for me, Tim started to sing again.

The kids are amazing and I see God at work in their lives everyday. I love to hear about their days and what's going on in their lives. I do pray that God grants her request. God is so great to be hidden in our little church. These girls have an unashamed love for our God and they aren't afraid to show it. I am utterly thankful for where God has placed me.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Dr. Jeanny

Today we had our real stock-the-store truck at 6 in the am. It was a little bit rough but we got it done. At the end of turck, April and Clark were putting down the belt and her hand got caught. The skin between her thumb and index finger got caught in the bars. Clark finally got it out and it bleed everywhere. (Same spot as Mary's accident with the exacto knife). Poor girl. I know it had to hurt. But she was a trooper and stayed and worked truck until about 20 minutes ago.

I cleaned and bandaged her and got her going. Everyone who looked at it about threw up, even April. Strangly enough, it didn't bother me. I guess it's a good thing considering I'm going into the medical field. Magee (another manager) said I was a freak. I don't think I am. When I worked at Center Point, I was the only one who would print off this one's guys grusome pics from Iraq and car wrecks. He kinda does what Mary's dad does. It was sad pics but I never felt sick. I told Magee I just have a strong stomach. So all day everyone called me Dr. Jeanny. It'd be nice if I made the money of a doctor. Anyways, pray for April cause I know she'll be in pain later tonight.

Monday, August 25, 2008

Unanswered Prayers?

I was at work today and it was so slow. When it rains no one comes to Walgreens. So, I spent all day all alone doing my work with only the Walgreens Radio to keep me company. Usually everyday is themed on the W Radio. Saturday was 80's themed and today was apparently a new 90's theme. I heard some old school stuff like N'Sync, BSB, and Garth Brooks. Kinda werid to hear him on W Radio. Well, it was his song Unanswered Prayers. It's one of my favorite Garth Brooks songs, so I was just a singing to myself. But then I really listened to the words. I had one of those aha moments. You know how you can listen and sing a song but not really know what it's talking about or really listen to the words... well, that was me. He says that "some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers." I think God always hears and always answers our prayers. They may or may not be answered the way we would like it or answered in the time frame we would like. Whether the answer is a yes, no, or wait and see... doesn't that mean that God answers them all?

These are just some jellios I had in my head today. I am gonna go take a hot shower. We got yet another trusk today. Not Christmas this time. It was Halloween. BOO! And of course I got soaked. I did see Missy drive by. I saw a van, but when I saw her GSM and FV stickers I knew it was her. Peace Out! :)

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Mr. Treebush's Friends

So, we lost power last night and I overslept for church. I never sleep past like eight but after I got over the shock of missing church, I realized it was kinda nice to actually sleep in for once. This was until I looked out the window.

The house next door in up for sale and no one has been there for prolly about two months. We had to trim their bushes that line our fence cause it was eating our fence. Well, now their tree branches and whoohaa was laying all over our driveway. Thanks Hurricane Faye! So, we've spent most of the day sawing down branches and cleaning it up. My dad kinda freaked when he heard that we were using his chainsaw while he was at work. I think he just wants to join in on the fun.

Anyways, it looks like I'm gonna miss church again tonight. It sucks but I do need to do some major cleaning to this house.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Hannah Montana and Baby Slobber


I just got home from work and I wanna kill Hannah Montana. Okay... maybe not kill, but very close. We got two Christmas truck today at work. We had to put one up on risers and in bays before the second one got there. It was like three before we ate lunch. And if you know how I eat, I almost died. Okay... not really, but I was so hungry. We got Taco Bell and I ate like seven tacos and cinniman twists. The fruit drinks are really good.

But anyways, back to Hannah... We got so much of her stuff for Christmas. Microphones, wigs, popcorn tins, cocoa mugs, lip gloss, and even Halloween outfits. At one point, I was standing in the middle of the stockroom surrounded by a thousand smiling Hannah Montana faces. It was kinda scary. She's taking over the world. And on top of all that, we have four endstands and the entrance to our store is covered with her stuff. (So Missy, don't bring Lana into any Walgreens until after Christmas.) I know it's only August, but I'm already getting excited about Christmas. It's my favorite time of the year. I just wish I could see snow this year. I'll keep my fingers crossed.


So, last night Jessica and I babysat for some people at church. It was so much fun. We had two babies and three kids. At one point, I had both babies in my arms falling asleep and I had to pee. Then, I feed Ava and I started to burp her. She spit up and caught it with her hand. I was like, "wow! A talented kid!" But before I could wipe off her hand, she high fived my face and neck. It was nice to let the parents enjoy their night without the kidos. Last night made me want some of my own. I can't wait till I have my own family. I only want 5-7 kids and 2-3 dogs. :)

Hurricane Faye is knocking on the door, so I am gonna go crawl into bed and read a book.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Thankful Thursday

I'm finally back to blogging and I titled this bog Thankful Thursday because I do have a lot to be thankful for and I'd like to share it with my wonderful friends.

So, my dad lost his job and it got tough there for a while. But now, he has a new job and to top it off, he works daytime now. That makes my mom happy. And you know what they say, "If mom ain't happy, no one's happy." I'm happy that she's happy.

I started school this past Tuesday and it is 100% paid for. No bills or student loans. I am a little broke at the moment, but hey... I'm a struggling poor college kid. I'm not supposed to have money, right?

Our first Human Video practice is September 7th, and 15 people are signed up to come. I am getting so excited about this. I love these kids so much. I've been practicing some videos and goodness... I dodn't know how much I could accutally sweat. But it's a nice form of worship coupled with excersise.

Work is going pretty good. I got another raise because... well, I did my job and saved the company a pretty amount of money and problems. I work a lot (45-55 hrs.), but it has paid for school and helped my family out. And it doesn't hurt to set a little money aside for my non-Alabama house. :)

All in all, things are getting better. There still are some tough days but they are getting less and less. I still miss Mr. Ostrich and I still pray for him, but I think my heart heals a little more everyday. I have lost some old friends due to drinking, partying, etc. but I have made some wondeful new ones. Sometimes I wonder about my future and tomorrow. Then I remember that God has it already handled. He is all I need and that is enough for me. When God's timing is God's timing it will be so worth it. So, I go to work, school, church, and an occasional midnight run with friends... and I'm happy and very thankful that God has blessed me as he has!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Snuggled and Snoring


You know how people have a special spot to sit in think... ie the toliet, bathtub, kitchen, etc. Well, I have two. Lately I haven't been able to go to my thinking spot at Turkey Creek; mainly because I have been so busy. My other one is (promise not to laugh) snuggled between my babies at night in bed. There is just smoething about the dark and the light snoring of two dogs. Yeah, my dogs snore... and yeah, to me snoring is actually relaxing. But anyways, I got to thinking or more reflecting on the past week or so. A very wonderful person sent me an email that made me bawl my eyes out, but in a good way. They said everything that I kinda already knew but refused to listen to. (I am very stubborn if you haven't noticed.) It's kinda like your mom telling you that outfit doesn't match, but you say whatever cause it's your mom. But when you get to school and your friends tell you it's a whole nother story. Well, the same thing is happening here. I know what God wants me to do, but I have been stubborn. It's only when the email and April said the same thing that I listened. It does break my heart to back up and let God handle it. I've already invested my heart, time, and energy into it. Not to mention, breaking almost all of my rules :). I know that deep down, I could spend the rest of my life serving God and be completly happy. I want His will and glory to be seen. Right now, he wants to use me to work with these kids at church. God has always meet my needs and sometimes my desries. He knows that I desire a large family and handsome husband, but I know now that when the time is right it will perfect. I have to remeber "I am Third!"

Thanks so much for being true friends! I can't tell you how much it means. I ask that you guys pray for the kids tomorrow. And Missy and Valerie, I would love to do joint human videos and songs with you guys. That would be awesome. Oh, and I don't mind seeing that movie with you guys. I hope you don't mind a little 21 year old tag-a-long ;)!

**Never question in the darkness what God has given you in the light.**

Monday, August 4, 2008

Yah!!!!



My favorite author, Nicholas Sparks, has another book turning into a movie. If you don't know, he wrote the Notebook and Message in a Bottle. Both of those were turned into movies- at least the Notebook was a good movie; Message in a Bottle, not so much. Anyways, I meet him once at a book signing. All of his books are set in North Carolina, so I asked if they were real places. He said yes. I decided that I was gonna add these North Carolina places to my "List of Places to Visit." So I was super excited when my friend sent me the youtube trailer for his new movie, Nights in Rondanthe. It's a good book, so I can only imagine how the movie will be. So, I hope you enjoy and maybe come with me when it comes out :).

In other news, my dad is doing all right. He went back to work tonight. And Craig gave me permission to start a Human Video team with the girls at church. YAH!!!! I am gonna make an annoucement on Wednesday and have them sign up. Hopefully, we'll have our first practice the following Sunday! Be in prayer for these girls. And yeah, I think I'm doing better. Time heals all wounds, right?

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Can't Sleep

You ever have one of those nights where you can't sleep, no matter what? Well, that's my night. I have so much on my mind that I can't seem to let it go for five minutes to fall alseep. So, here I sit... maybe if I write them out... I can sleep.

Well, last night my dad got hurt pretty bad at work. He hurt his shoulder and his head. I felt really halpless cause he works over night in Gadsen and I couldn't go get him. (I am so geologically challeneged!). He says he's okay now... I think he only says that because he's doped up on pain meds. But I still worry. He is the only father I have. I think I worry so much about the four family members I have because they are all that I have.

Then... there's the whole Mr. Ostrich thingy. Last night was a good way not to think about it, but I have to come back to reality sooner or later. So, here's the thing... At first I was patient and everything, but I really figured that it would turn to anger sooner or later. And it's werid because it hasn't. Why? I mean, after everything he has told me, I do still think he is being a little selfish about his problems. So, I got to thinking. Wednesday, I prayed for his whole court thing. With him not talking to me, I never wished him any bad luck. I prayed that God's will be done and that he would move in his life. I'm not angry at him either. Is there something wrong with me? Well, that's what I thought at first. It kinda hit me tonight, the answer... it's not me at all. I think if it was me, I would be angry and hate him, but I don't. It's God changing my mind. I know we all know the verse about "renewing of our minds," I never really thought all too much about it until tonight. God IS changing to way I think about things and about how I pray. I don't say that to brag... okay... maybe I do... on God! I'm still frustrated about the situation cause I really wish he would talk to me, but it means more to me that he gets his life and relationship together with God and that God's glory will be seen.

I know that a lot of it stems from the inabilty of my heart sometimes. My mom says it is my weakness and greatest strength. I always give my whole self and whole heart, so when it gets broken it hurts a lot.

Which brings me to my last thing. I am so fed up with being the good girl sometimes. I am so at the point in my life where I want to start settling down and starting a family. One problem... no groom. I am tired of hearing that this boy of that boy needs friendship and prayer instead of me. It hurts, but then again I feel helpless. My first boyfriend and I got engaged and then one day he said he didn't love me any more. I see him around Center Point sometimes... he is a father and has dropped out of school. He was my first love and I know a part of me will always love him... so I do pray for him every now and then. The whole time we were together, he faked going to church because he "loved me." Then my second boyfriend, he was a pot head (literally) and he asked me out like three times. I finally said yes, after he had gotten saved and it was like 5 months later. Our relationship, I think, was more of a starter up Christian thing. After I broke up with him, he went right back to pot and drinking. I still pray for him too. The list goes on with two other guys, but the story never changes. I get to tired of being there and scraficing for others. Where is my knight in shining armor? I know that God's timing is the best, but I can't help feeling frusrated now.

And to top it all off... before we went to North Carolina I did like someone and we went on like two dates, but nothing I guess came of it. So, I meet Mr. Ostrich and it seemed to be working out all right. Now here I sit, a month later, and the guy from before was totally sweet to me last night at the pool party. Those feelings kinda came back a little. Who the crap do I like? Who do I wait on to grow up a little? Do I forget them both? I have no idea. I know that I'm not gonna turn from 21 to 50 in two seconds, I just don't wanna be the crazy old lady with a million pets.

These are just my Jellio's on my mind. I think if I sleep at the foot of my bed, I may be able to sleep better... Well, I guess that's it. I'm off to bed! Thanks for listening.

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Walgreens Girls Night Out!


With all the stuff that has been going on this past two weeks, I have really been looking foward to tonight. Tonight at 10:00 at Books-A-Million, they had a release party for the book Breaking Dawn. So, since all of us at work are reading the Twilight books, we decided to go. It was a lot of fun, cause a lot of people really dressed up and we made fun of a lot of things. I would really have to tell you the stories of all these people in person.

So, we got our books and decided to go eat. After Waffle House was full, we went to Whataburger. We acted like a bunch of crazy girls who haven't seen each other in years. We were all talking and laughing. There were ten of us (and my brother-the only guy)and no one else in Whataburger. So I guess it didn't matter how loud we got. Then like ten guys walked in. Lets just say, we had a lot of fun ;)!

So, we then decide to leave. We roll the windows down, blasted loud rap music, and traveled through Trussville and Center Point. Mind you that there are very few cars. So naturally, we got pulled over. Since I was the lead car and the oldest I got in trouble. Now I sit here in jail... J/K! We got a lecture and we left.

We had a lot of fun! It was nice to forget about my worries, troubles, and everything and just got out and have fun and act immature for one night. I can't wait until our next Walgreens Girls Night Out!

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Wacky Wednesday

So... last night was great! I was invited to go hang out but I didn't know where we were going. We ended up going to church last night. It was great, but kinda werid at the same time. I went with my friend April from work. From there we meet up with Charley (my best friend), her friend Diana (who went to the same school with me at Erwin, but never knew her... but she knew me... and works at another Walgreens), Priscilla (who went to school with me too), Priscilla's husband and baby, Ashley and her husband with their two kids (too cute), and Adam (friend of Ashley's). It was nice to see all these people again, but all at church? I was thankful none the less. It was a lot of fun and the message was guess what?... on paitence and trusting God's plan. It hit me hard but I'm glad it did. We decided to all go again next week. Pray that this changes my friends minds and views of God and maybe some of them get saved.

So... at work. It is still crazy. The same guy who robbed us robbed another Walgreens later that night. So all day, we were looking over her shoulder. We have cops and dectecives everywhere. Mr. B lectured me on how I acted in the situation. He said if I every did that again, he would fire me. (I'd have to tell the whole story to you in person).

So... at school. My application is there, so all I gota do is come up with 150 dollars and register for my class. I think things may work out.

Anyways, thanks for all the prayers and keep praying tomorrow! Gota go cook dinner before church... it's roman noodles! YES!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Blogs and Robberies

So, I woke up in the middle of the night because of a dream. Not a nightmare that you wake up all in a sweat and are screaming; but it was just one of those dreams where you wished you could forget the images you just dreamed. I'm so werid cause I always remember my dreams when I wake up. And it's werid too, cause it usually about something coming up or just happened. They are so real that it could happen in real life.

But anyways... forget my weridness. I love this whole blogging thing. I'm not too good with expressing my feelings. (I guess it goes back to my tom-boy childhood.) So, after I wake up, I decided to get on the computer to kill some time before I went back to bed. I got here on my blog and wrote everything out. I wrote about how I was feeling with the whole school thing, Mr. Ostrich, friends, the past, future.. well, you get the point. When I was done, I reread it. Mind you, I'm crying the whole time (good thing no one was up, I hate for people to see me cry). So, I deleted my blog and started over. This time with a prayer. It was even longer. Although I did delete both of those, it felt so nice to express what I was feeling. I know it's kinda sad that I did it with an electronic box, but it made me feel so much better. I don't know what's gonna happen in the future, but I know that Jesus will always be with me. Keep praying for us and especially on Thursday! Thanks :)

So, in other news... we got robbed today at work. Over 1200 dollars! It was crazy and scary at the same time. So, we spent most of the day talking to the cops, detectives, reviewing tapes. It was crazy today. I don't know why cops have to stand so close to you. It kinda gave me the creeps. But, at least today is over. I'm gonna head out with some friends tonight; maybe act my age? So, gota go get ready...

Monday, July 28, 2008

Yet another bump in the road...

I spoke with Jeff State, yet again, without any luck. They are still processing my application. I fear that if they stall any longer I won't be able to register and get the ONE class I need. And to top it all off, I can't start PT school until January 2010, because I have to have both anatomy classes done by the deadline (which is Sept. 5th). So, until then, I have three semesters to take two classes. I kinda wanted to be done with school by then. Oh, well. What can you do, right?

In other news, I finished my book, Twilight. It was flippin amazing. I think it is The Notebook worthy love story. I just couldn't put it down. So, I went out and bought the second one. Reading these books and watching stuff like the Notebook, kinda makes me wonder if true love fairy tales really do exist?

Well, anyways... in other other news. Mr. Chick-fil-a got arrested. Yah!

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Mamma Mia

I went to see Mamma Mia today and it was awesome. I love Abba and it was great to see a movie with all those songs in it. If you haven't seen it, you should!

So, now I am laying in bed (on my laptop) with my three babies; Nikida, Sadie, and Sarah. Little Bit and Bear are laying on the desk. There is just something about a cloudy, rainy day that makes you wanna spend all day in bed. I'm gonna get my coffee, lay here in bed, and read my new book, Twilight.

I figure I'll clean up the house later on tonight, or maybe tomorrow?

Saturday, July 26, 2008

I am third!


Have you ever asked God for something and when he gives it to you, you wished he hadn't? Or looking back on it, you're grateful that he did? Well, I'm at step two right now. I saw this whole thing as a way to learn to trust more and become more patient. I thought I got this, no big dealio. So, I asked God and he gave me what I asked for. Now that I'm in it, I kinda wished I hadn't opened my mouth in the first place. But I know that God is at work in this person's life and ultimately His will will be done.

So, I took last night as an opportunity to spend some serious alone time with God. When I picked up my Bible, a letter fell out. It was given to me on my 19th Birthday during my Senior year. It was from my sixth grade math teacher. I hadn't look at in forever. So, I stopped and read it. Of course, it made me cry, but a good cry. The letter is from Mr. David Holiday (the man in the pic). He stayed in my life from sixth grade till I graduated. (The pic is of us at my ninth grade Honor Society Induction). He is in the Marine Corps so I don't see him as often as I'd like to. I told him one day that he was offically my adopted uncle. I learned so much from him, and I am truly thankful to have met him. The most important thing I think I have learned is "I am third." I guess you could say it's his life motto. By being third, we put God frist, followed by family and friends, and then us.

Right now, I need to put God and his plans first. I know it's gonna be tough, but I know in the future when I look back on this time in my life, I will see God's glory and be thankful.

So, things are getting better. Continue to pray for us!

Friday, July 25, 2008

All I have to do is call His Name!



It's been so long since
You felt like you were loved
So what went wrong
But do you know
There's a place where you belong
Here in My Arms

Chorus:
When you feel like you're alone in your sadness
It seems like no one else in this whole world cares
And you want to get away from the madness
You just call My name and I'll be there
You just call My name and I'll be there

The pain inside
Has erased your hope for love
Soon you will find
That I'll give you all
That your heart could ever want
And so much more

Chorus:
When you feel like you're alone in your sadness
It seems like no one else in this whole world cares
And you want to get away from the madness
You just call My name and I'll be there
You just call My name and I'll be there

You just call My name
You just call My name
Call My name say it now
I want you to never doubt
The love I have for you is so alive
Call My name say it now
I want you to never doubt
The love I have for you is so alive

You just call My name
You just call My name
You just call My name


The love I have for you is so alive
The love I have for you is so alive
You just call My name
You just call My name
You just call My name

Thursday, July 24, 2008

What I Need to Finally Learn

I am the type of person who wakes up at six o'clock in the morning and be happy as can be. I love to talk and live in the moment. Later, if I have time, I sometimes will sit and think about what I've done or what needs to be done. I usually am the type of person who has to have my projects done a.s.a.p., get to the quickest and easiest answer, etc. I think you get the point.

I have never had a great deal of paitence. I know with my job, friends, and in other aspects of my life, I need paitence. For me, that is the hardest thing. I know I need to work on it, but I always put it off for another day. So, lately I have come to the realization that, that time is now. It is so frustrating cause I have so much going on in my life and I want the quick fix and fastest way to get things done. I am still waiting to hear from my school about PT school, I am wondering what to do at my job, trying to learn when to shut my mouth and listen, and the list goes on.

I also have a huge problem with trust. When stuff happens, I like to take matters into my own hands and handle it myself. I don't usually trust people with situations in my life and for me it's sometimes hard to trust God.

So, right now I just ask that you keep me in your prayers as God deals with me about these two issues... Trust and Paitence.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Blood, Sweat, and Tears...

All week, Missy has been getting Lana's new room together. And I think it is done. There are a few minor things to tend to, but it'd pretty well done; and it looks so beautiful. (I'm hoping Missy does my room next ;)!).

So on Monday, Marsha a.k.a Marmi and Adam came down to 100 degree Alabama with furniture for Lana's room. It's so pretty... Anyways, Adam and I took the kids bowling. Let's just say that Lana and I lost... pretty bad. Logan did an awesome job. He only had one gutter ball and he made us remove the bumpers b/c he didn't need them. And Mr. Bowling League didn't do too bad himself ;). To top it off, the guy at the shoe counter commented on how cute and well-behaved mine and Adam's kids are. We just said thank you and laughed.

So, four or five meals of awesome chicken potatoe chippy casserole later, we saw the new Batman movie. And met me say, it was GREAT! If you haven't seen it, you should. I am still thinking about it. It's one of those movies that when you watch it it is good, but gets better the longer you've seen it and think about it.

Then Mary decides to try to end it all and attempt to cut off her thumb. She didn't do a good job, but she bled a lot. She cut herself with a knife while we were cutting Lana's new flooring. I've never seen so much blood. So a few stiches later, she's all good and gravy.

So, a lot of blood (from Mary), sweat (from Adam), and tears (from all of us girls) went into this room. Lana loves it and we all had fun!

Monday, July 21, 2008

Cross Connection

So, tonight was our cross connection with area churches and let me say, it was AWESOME! Well, I guess I should start at the beginning...

You ever have one of those days where you wake up and know it's gonna be a good day?
I did today. This morning went really well. In Sunday school, we learned the difference between boys and girls. Well, in the way they relate to each other in marriage and money. Very interesting. Then the morning service was good. Great music, great sermon, and it was our pastor's 50th birthday and 5th year anniversary. So, of course like good baptists, we had to eat after the morning service. And I watched my weight... I only had 4 pieces of cake. So, then I went on a double date... my date was Cliff (Mary's 60 year old father) to eat lunch. Cause the 4 pieces of cake weren't enough. Then we helped get the church ready for tonnight. We acted a little crazy but we had fun.

So, people started showing up at 5 for the service that starts at 6. We had like 60 people in our choir, the church was full, the fellowship was great, the gym full of food after church was great, and I could go on.

I helped with the youth after the choir sang and two kids got saved tonight. That made this whole thing worth it all.

Anyways, I know it is late, but I wanted to let you guys know how tonight went.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Mr. Treebush



I need some help in committing a murder. I need to kill someone... or rather something. I need to get rid of Mr. George A. Treebush.

Last summer, lighting struck the tree in our front yard. Since then, I have been saying I'll cut the rest of it down. Then my chainsaw breaks, and here it is one year later and Mr. Treebush is still here. He's been here so long, he has a name. (I didn't know if I should still call it a tree or a bush; hence, Treebush).

As I was cutting the grass today, I realized how ugly he really looks. I need to end his miserable little life. But then I think of how plain my yard will look. I cut down all of the bushes in front of the house to put pretty flowers and flower bushes. Now, the summer is almost over and my yard is still naked. I have a pretty idea in my head of how I want my yard to look, but it's hard to find the time and money to do it. I'm such a procrastinator :(

I know this really has no point, but instead of cutting him down, I'd rather blog about him. I do have to say though... no house on the whole street looks like ours. And for now, I keep telling myself that's a good thing.

So until then, Mr. Treebush is here to stay...

Friday, July 18, 2008

The Room Every Girl Dreams Of...

The past week I have been helping Missy get Lana's room ready for when Marsha and Adam bring her furniture. I am not gonna explain what it looks or give out any details (I'll save that for Missy). But I will tell you guys this... I wish I was six and this was my room.

We started getting things together and we just stopped and stared. I couldn't help but just look and smile. It is so beautiful and it's not even finished yet.

I have had so much helping Missy. I have felt honored starring in her home improvement show. ;)! I am so excited and it's not even my room. When we were looking around, we both said that we wished we had a room like this when we were a kid. It's the pretty princess room every girl wishes she had growing up.

I can't wait till Monday when they bring the rest of the stuff for her room, and maybe see somebody...

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Why does God do this?


So, at work a few of our managers are trying to quit smoking. And of course we sit around and talk instead of working. Well, the questions came up of why I don't smoke, drink, or in general act 21. The only thing I could say was because of God.

Last night at church, our lesson was in Ezekiel 37:1-14. Our question to answer was, "Why does God do extraordinary things through ordinary people?" The answer, so God get all the glory! In Ezekiel, when God used Ezekiel's voice, He showed God and his glory rather than Ezekiel's.

I am far from perfect, but because of God's grace, glory, and power, He is seen in my life. And for that I am truly honored. He has used an ordinary girl from Alabama to bring honor and glory to his name. And for that I am truly thankful!

Because of these conversations at work, one manager has asked to be off for the next to Sundays so he and his fiance can go to church and he threw away all of his cigerettes. I can see God working in this young couple's lives.

Isn't God amazing!?!

If you can pray for this couple as they get ready to embark on the greatest journey two people can share as well as our other two managers.

Ding, Ding... I believe my roast is ready! Time to eat....

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

At the End of the Day...

Today has been... well... a day! I went to work around 7:00 this morning. I was so tired cause I just tossed and turned all night. Not only was I tired, but today was my long and boring paperwork day. I got done around 3:00 and I was just doing a few little things waiting for 4:00. When it's time for me to get off, I am told I need to cover photo while the photo tech takes a "lunch break." I really think a message goes out to our neighborhood saying, "Hey! Jeanny's in photo. Send all the orders you can." I finally left around 5:30 and went to church. The tech was still not back from her "break." I really considered not going to church because I was SO tired. Now, looking back I am so glad that I did.

We had a causual youth night. All my girls came back. (They really don't have the best family lives and it was nice to see them after two weeks). Then we had choir practice for Sunday night. (Now, sunday night is Cross Connection at our church. I think there is gonna be like seven churches worshipping with us.) I really enjoyed singing tonight and the songs were so beautiful. I know the Lord enjoyed it. It didn't feel like practice at all. It was just so nice to sit down and sing to my Lord and Savior and let the worries of the day fade away. I am so pumped about Sunday. I really hate it that Mr. Ostrich won't be there...

So, in the meantime I do need to learn two songs before Sunday. Keep prayin' for my girls and pray that souls would be saved on Sunday.

Monday, July 14, 2008

From freak-out to Romans 8:28

Last week, I went to register at UAB. Come to find out that UAB changed some policies and what not. So, in short I was gonna have to retake some classes to get an even higher grade, be in school longer, and ultimately owe even more in student loans. My advisor advised me so well and told me to just drop out. I was gonna go from 1 year to 3-5 years for PT school. I was starting to freak out just a little.
I had no idea what to do.

My fall back plan (if anything every happened with school) is that I would just continue to work at Walgreens and manage my own store. I really don't want to do that for a couple of reasons. Working in a hospital would have better benefits, better pay, and hours. There are hospitals every where but there aren't always a Walgreens around the corner.

So, all weekend I have been in freak-out mode.

I meet with Jeff State this morning and I think everything is gonna work out okay. I have to take Anatomy/Phsyiology 1&2. Other than that I have meet all the requirments for PT school. I gota fill out the application, once they send it to me; but my advisor said based on my grades I should be accepted with no problem.

When I heard this, I felt like a ton of bricks had been lifted off of me.

Time after time, God shows that he will always take care of his children. And I am so thankful once again for his mercy and grace.

Thanks to all who kept me in your prayers this weekend.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

How Deep The Father's Love For Us

"How deep the Father's love for us,
how vasy beyond all measure;
That He should give his only Son
to make a wretch His treasure.
How great the pain of searing loss;
the Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the Chosen One
bring many sons to glory.

Behold the Man upon a cross,
my sin upon His shoulders;
Ashamed, I hear my mocking voice
call out among the scoffers.
It was my sin that held Him there
until it was accomplished.
His dying breath has brought me life;
I know that it is finished.

I will not boast in anything:
no gifts, no power, no wisdom;
But I will boast in Jesus Christ;
His death and resurecction.
Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer.
But this I know with all my heart:
His wounds have paid my ransom.

Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer.
But this I know with all my heart:
His wounds have paid my ransom."

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Sarah


Today I added another member to my family. I adopted a Shetland Sheepdog Sheltie Mix. She is five years old and her name is Sarah.


Her story is actually kinda sad.

She has been up for adoption for a while and they were considering putting her to sleep due to a lack of room. Her tail was cut off and her back was broken once. Now she waddles a little and she has a little nubbin for a tail ;)! I think this just add to her character.

She gets along with both of our dogs, Nikida (a husky mix) and Sadie (a german shepard mix), as well as our three cats: Skully, Little Bit, and Bear.

I know, my house is a zoo. Until I have kids, these are my babies. I'll try not to adopt any more, at least for a little while.

Well, someone is hungry... So, I'll be seeing you guys tomorrow.