So, I woke up in the middle of the night because of a dream. Not a nightmare that you wake up all in a sweat and are screaming; but it was just one of those dreams where you wished you could forget the images you just dreamed. I'm so werid cause I always remember my dreams when I wake up. And it's werid too, cause it usually about something coming up or just happened. They are so real that it could happen in real life.
But anyways... forget my weridness. I love this whole blogging thing. I'm not too good with expressing my feelings. (I guess it goes back to my tom-boy childhood.) So, after I wake up, I decided to get on the computer to kill some time before I went back to bed. I got here on my blog and wrote everything out. I wrote about how I was feeling with the whole school thing, Mr. Ostrich, friends, the past, future.. well, you get the point. When I was done, I reread it. Mind you, I'm crying the whole time (good thing no one was up, I hate for people to see me cry). So, I deleted my blog and started over. This time with a prayer. It was even longer. Although I did delete both of those, it felt so nice to express what I was feeling. I know it's kinda sad that I did it with an electronic box, but it made me feel so much better. I don't know what's gonna happen in the future, but I know that Jesus will always be with me. Keep praying for us and especially on Thursday! Thanks :)
So, in other news... we got robbed today at work. Over 1200 dollars! It was crazy and scary at the same time. So, we spent most of the day talking to the cops, detectives, reviewing tapes. It was crazy today. I don't know why cops have to stand so close to you. It kinda gave me the creeps. But, at least today is over. I'm gonna head out with some friends tonight; maybe act my age? So, gota go get ready...
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How scary!! I know my daughter Jess was robbed when she worked at the bank (she was about your age) it scared her to death! I'm new to blogging too, but you are so right, you can really express what you are feeling (but I need to watch my spelling) Have fun tonight!
Jeanny, I'm so thankful the Lord protected you through the whole robbery thing!
I'm thankful for blogging. It's a good way to express yourself. Sometimes I do the same thing, but instead of deleting the post I just keep it in draft mode. It's like a private diary that way. Then I can go back and see how the Lord is answering prayers.
Yes, Thursday is definitely a big prayer day!
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